just inspiring

i start the journey back to here, it doesn't walk like a past when i run as fast as before. i put my feeling of someone whom i choose. let me, never feel hurt, scare, and pretend my self, never even just a little bit feeling in mine. let me see the sun, when it will rise and never comes the rain, like a "deep longing off" YEAH, i miss you so, like this way when i am typing some words until they will be a story, yes definitely i wanna tell to my blog. i just linger on my ways. even this missing always whispers me, disturbs me and mess me up. but, i am so believing in me and time will comes and goes on, but, this expectation always like an oxygen which it will be there for the one who feel weak and never stop for going on. please don't go, it will be the longest expectation.