everyone can feel it, like me :)

Tonight, is the first I write something for someone. when I haven't taken this way for long time. where I can meet my deep distiny inside my soul. I feel like the only one who can make my world by my little hands. You, who always make me scare in my blue day, and make me so pink in my journey, every and every i take my day on. why all the shadows that show you, and all the things always like a breaking dawn in my day. you and all the time, like a clock and the time which complete my acivity. You are my addiction, sometimes. But at least all i know has been different. i can imagine all the part i had been made. until this present, my petending and i are so blue and my brain just full of you. you are more beautiful than a fake of flower, more and more awesome  than many instruments that i liked so. You just a distiny. where I can stand in here, and you live in your alive. A thing i dont want to take is, if everyday it builds in my thousand times that suddenly i am being crazy and crazier cause of you. i strive to be better than my pasts. All the destinies of you are spreading on my feeling of. By this sincere I have been giving it, by these prays i have let you and mine flow in. i walk away on these time. with much fairness I speak up to these ways. wait wait, this writing is like breaking words. i can't write well as good as I know. It likes has no ways. I think my main idea is you, whom i love, what? I say love. This is the first I brave to say it? Am I kidding? As far as these in my heart, It has been directing for several month, and I can’t figure out, like the years before. But I hope it can be best than before I had got. and there is no any pain which it likes I felt it as same as a little girl who scares from a clown, scares from a dog, and scares from a storm. not like a baby who always in his mother's lapping. Should i always compare my love story today with my past off? I am afraid if i can’t reach it as far as many little feeling in my soul until tonight. There are so many innconce things that should have fadded. All the thing had gone, never come in their smile. and now all I think all I need and all I know are different from some thousands what I knew before. I believe it can be an accumulation of the best thing into my day. i say big YES from anything my belief of. without nothing and fading cheers up. I take this fake chance by me. by BISMILLAH. I believe it can be the best thing all I need, is you. the way I love, all the things that I take, include you :)